Tackling what I can, accepting what I get

Today I have decided with Jehovah's help to tackle whatever is hitting me. I really don't care what was said or done in the past. If I spoke to you about another person or we were close, just forget me. I rather start fresh with who I am than have heavy weights of irritation or anguish laying at my feet.

I won't say too much and I plan on just listening and holding that I had done some severe things that cannot really be fixed now. I can only move towards the council and hope that my discipline isn't the severity I think I should receive.

I can only hope that my lessons in life change and that my mind becomes positive in whatever it needs to be. I can only hope that the days get better and the eyes I have become vibrant once more. Just for learning that Jehovah has forgiven me.

I must remember that what was said in confidence will not break free unless it is pursued. I won't know until the session is here. And when the questions are over and the weight inside my heart is lifted from just speaking the truth, I will be patient and understanding of what is given.

I can only be that way because I have done wrong. No 2 wrongs make any rights.

So I learn. I will continue to pray for others and hope they don't fall anymore.

As for me. I beg that I don't fall anymore. I cannot live this way.

Down to the hope I hold. Good day to you kind ones.