Thinking of the day
Seated here thinking about the day ahead. Not concerned about it. Just thinking how wonderful it will be to finally have a short day of secular work. Not a long nine or ten hour day. Then I think of how grateful I am even of those long days. That I am adjusting well to a new me.
Very little complaining. Very little objection. Just smooth sailing. Its nice that the thoughts are like that even at the end of the work day.
Then to span out and look at the messy desktop. Full of my bible, research, poetry and mini figurines. Then I pan out to my room. I have let things go so much. Now it is time to put plans into order. One section at a time.
Ah then like a true coffee lover I think about good coffee. Smooth, dark and black. Perfect. Then I laugh because my coffee at home is muddy water stuff. Then I laugh some more.
Beginning my day as I did, will be part of routine. Even did some videos before bed. Feeling refreshed. Its a grand feeling. I don't know about you but it truly feel releasing, lifting and airy. Peaceful.
Onward I go into the day, now. Rain on red. Then red on khaki. A light smile across my face. A happy note of need to research when I get home. Indeed that is the kind of day I have wanted for so long. Yet I let things go. Instead of building I was doing a continuous demolition inside myself.
Hindsight is good. It makes you pick out what you should have done on positive and focus how to do it better or avoid situation next time. Really is a good teacher. One would hope you did not have to experience it, yet if you do, learn from the situation.
Make sure the lesson hits deep. So much that you never want to repeat it. Then pray that all remains inside. Gripping your nerves and your heartstrings so you never attempt again. Truly a painful sight to see reins pulled tight. Oh the feeling is worse.
So here into the day I bounce.
Very little complaining. Very little objection. Just smooth sailing. Its nice that the thoughts are like that even at the end of the work day.
Then to span out and look at the messy desktop. Full of my bible, research, poetry and mini figurines. Then I pan out to my room. I have let things go so much. Now it is time to put plans into order. One section at a time.
Ah then like a true coffee lover I think about good coffee. Smooth, dark and black. Perfect. Then I laugh because my coffee at home is muddy water stuff. Then I laugh some more.
Beginning my day as I did, will be part of routine. Even did some videos before bed. Feeling refreshed. Its a grand feeling. I don't know about you but it truly feel releasing, lifting and airy. Peaceful.
Onward I go into the day, now. Rain on red. Then red on khaki. A light smile across my face. A happy note of need to research when I get home. Indeed that is the kind of day I have wanted for so long. Yet I let things go. Instead of building I was doing a continuous demolition inside myself.
Hindsight is good. It makes you pick out what you should have done on positive and focus how to do it better or avoid situation next time. Really is a good teacher. One would hope you did not have to experience it, yet if you do, learn from the situation.
Make sure the lesson hits deep. So much that you never want to repeat it. Then pray that all remains inside. Gripping your nerves and your heartstrings so you never attempt again. Truly a painful sight to see reins pulled tight. Oh the feeling is worse.
So here into the day I bounce.
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