Your plays will die.
You played one last time. I can only say that. You played me like a fiddle. I know I came willingly. And now.. well now I feel such pity for all those people you lied to. All the way back to your childhood.
From there is where it stems. The attention you wanted. Now you have it. But I read all the signs and I ignored them. Because of kindness. Only now I realize that it wasn't kindness. It was your control. I get that.
Sorry I ignored and forgave so many times that I was just convenience. I didn't argue. I didn't let you into my feelings.
So now I watch as my world crumbled further. Last night. The realization of just being a toy in your game.
You are a compulsive liar. Nothing that exits your mouth is true, nothing. I hope you find the woman that is right for you. Not this new one. I am not saying a word but someone will. And I will watch. Watch as she dies a thousand deaths of being played by you.
The creation of love and betrayal isn't just exclusive inside this place but as well as in the world. I must say a rude awakening. And yet you have found your reliant new victim. Already she has fallen for you. So sad to watch you go in your circles.
The repeat of places. No differences in your steps. So many you had wrapped around your fingers. And yet you STILL were not satisfied. Now that is the worst kind of greed. Far worse than money. That is the death bringing greed. Even more so is the extreme loneliness that will follow.
Then you will see just how cruel you were towards others. Dying inside and out. No life in green eyes anymore.
Not once will you remember all our names. But the one you loved the most, the ones you destroyed the hardest, those are the ones who will ravish your dreams forever.
I know I won't be there. You never loved me. I was just your pawn and I was a willing one.
Sadly I really don't care anymore. I have heard enough about you to last me 3 decades of pain. Yet that matters not to you.
From there is where it stems. The attention you wanted. Now you have it. But I read all the signs and I ignored them. Because of kindness. Only now I realize that it wasn't kindness. It was your control. I get that.
Sorry I ignored and forgave so many times that I was just convenience. I didn't argue. I didn't let you into my feelings.
So now I watch as my world crumbled further. Last night. The realization of just being a toy in your game.
You are a compulsive liar. Nothing that exits your mouth is true, nothing. I hope you find the woman that is right for you. Not this new one. I am not saying a word but someone will. And I will watch. Watch as she dies a thousand deaths of being played by you.
The creation of love and betrayal isn't just exclusive inside this place but as well as in the world. I must say a rude awakening. And yet you have found your reliant new victim. Already she has fallen for you. So sad to watch you go in your circles.
The repeat of places. No differences in your steps. So many you had wrapped around your fingers. And yet you STILL were not satisfied. Now that is the worst kind of greed. Far worse than money. That is the death bringing greed. Even more so is the extreme loneliness that will follow.
Then you will see just how cruel you were towards others. Dying inside and out. No life in green eyes anymore.
Not once will you remember all our names. But the one you loved the most, the ones you destroyed the hardest, those are the ones who will ravish your dreams forever.
I know I won't be there. You never loved me. I was just your pawn and I was a willing one.
Sadly I really don't care anymore. I have heard enough about you to last me 3 decades of pain. Yet that matters not to you.
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