A stranger's concern
I laugh when people are supposed to be mature and they act like they are 5 or 6 years old. So childish. Always a label for something isn't there. The names like my guy, honey, babe and sugar just make me see the need to cling. The need of reaching out to stake a claim.
I never claimed or even put a label on anyone. Sure my kids are my children and I have silly names for them. Yet that is between me and my kids at a younger age. I certainly would not insult their intelligence by calling them those names now.
By far maybe I was a cold person. Staking no demand on anyone. No slips of my terms. And yet even now I wish I had. I wish I had done something sooner to watch the thrusting away, then and there. No need to fall inside of dark green eyes. No washy thinking. Just finally had stepped away.
Yet nothing matters now. In a few months I am going away. Finally releasing myself of all that is here. Never looking back. Never letting all this affect me anymore. Just walking away from everything.
Seriously the things that hurt the most, well I won't dwell. Oh how I just.
Yeah well I know that moving on is key. I give up. But that is EXACTLY what you wanted me to do so long ago. Well thank you.
No. No. I can't think about you and newness. Staking the names and cutie things. I give that the most two years. That is usually your limit. Only thing that lasted longer was the ringed instance. And still was that even real?
Still yes there are moments when I look back in the years. I thought there was something but I seriously duped myself. A good old fool. Yeah but I don't feel the fool anymore. I am ravished by loud thoughts that never are said. Because it only falls on deaf ears.
Good luck with your new one. I hope this time something works out for the best. That you finally get settled in. And can live life of whatever with her. I know you will try to work hard to please, because that is who you are. Yet remember to love, somewhere in there. For if you don't and you lose communications. Don't feel bad when it falls apart.
Step up.
Be sure its the right time for you. I don't think it is. But I am nobody to hear. At least upon your ears.I am just a stranger. Once.
Still I will hope you do well and find yourself. It has to happen. But I must say do it alone. Not with another. Then search, then lean, then love. But find you first.
I never claimed or even put a label on anyone. Sure my kids are my children and I have silly names for them. Yet that is between me and my kids at a younger age. I certainly would not insult their intelligence by calling them those names now.
By far maybe I was a cold person. Staking no demand on anyone. No slips of my terms. And yet even now I wish I had. I wish I had done something sooner to watch the thrusting away, then and there. No need to fall inside of dark green eyes. No washy thinking. Just finally had stepped away.
Yet nothing matters now. In a few months I am going away. Finally releasing myself of all that is here. Never looking back. Never letting all this affect me anymore. Just walking away from everything.
Seriously the things that hurt the most, well I won't dwell. Oh how I just.
Yeah well I know that moving on is key. I give up. But that is EXACTLY what you wanted me to do so long ago. Well thank you.
No. No. I can't think about you and newness. Staking the names and cutie things. I give that the most two years. That is usually your limit. Only thing that lasted longer was the ringed instance. And still was that even real?
Still yes there are moments when I look back in the years. I thought there was something but I seriously duped myself. A good old fool. Yeah but I don't feel the fool anymore. I am ravished by loud thoughts that never are said. Because it only falls on deaf ears.
Good luck with your new one. I hope this time something works out for the best. That you finally get settled in. And can live life of whatever with her. I know you will try to work hard to please, because that is who you are. Yet remember to love, somewhere in there. For if you don't and you lose communications. Don't feel bad when it falls apart.
Step up.
Be sure its the right time for you. I don't think it is. But I am nobody to hear. At least upon your ears.I am just a stranger. Once.
Still I will hope you do well and find yourself. It has to happen. But I must say do it alone. Not with another. Then search, then lean, then love. But find you first.
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