This day was bliss and continuing
Who would have guessed that a hard day of work in silence would change the noise inside my head. So wonderful how much the the quietness made me not think about anything. Just the need to give in to love.
No more weight of what happened. No more hesitation on me. The moving of finding me.
Ah and I laugh. I was grateful to find myself at the end of the day at a bead shop. Wandering around and enjoying myself. See that I was not a special person just a person. It was nice. No obligations to any one person. Just finding trinkets for myself.
And I did. I found them. Placed them in the business instagram. So joyful in the small things. Then to feel the wind in my hair. The lift of the breeze upon my face. I smiled. Leaned down to take some photos of the ground. I found wick.
I was so silly and grateful I no need to wonder about you. I even hoped that the day was delightful.
Then coming inside. Seating myself in an old rocking chair. Relaxed and was excited to show off my finds. I didn't feel the need to say anything. Just enjoy the release of work.
Here now, I am just relaxing in my office chair, staring out the clouds and stark blue sky. I actually laughed at how pleasurable just brushing my hair was. I shook my head in simpleton mode.
Shake it off. Dancing to the music, trying out my new belly dancing moves. Just enjoying myself. Getting ready for more poetry.
Just laughing now. Finding parts of me.
No more weight of what happened. No more hesitation on me. The moving of finding me.
Ah and I laugh. I was grateful to find myself at the end of the day at a bead shop. Wandering around and enjoying myself. See that I was not a special person just a person. It was nice. No obligations to any one person. Just finding trinkets for myself.
And I did. I found them. Placed them in the business instagram. So joyful in the small things. Then to feel the wind in my hair. The lift of the breeze upon my face. I smiled. Leaned down to take some photos of the ground. I found wick.
I was so silly and grateful I no need to wonder about you. I even hoped that the day was delightful.
Then coming inside. Seating myself in an old rocking chair. Relaxed and was excited to show off my finds. I didn't feel the need to say anything. Just enjoy the release of work.
Here now, I am just relaxing in my office chair, staring out the clouds and stark blue sky. I actually laughed at how pleasurable just brushing my hair was. I shook my head in simpleton mode.
Shake it off. Dancing to the music, trying out my new belly dancing moves. Just enjoying myself. Getting ready for more poetry.
Just laughing now. Finding parts of me.
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