Digging for my roots
I keep digging for my roots. Searching for more answers from Jehovah. So many prayers though never aloud. Always said in my painful mind.
So thankful to some of the answers given. Yet even had many part of food for thought. Questions I never thought of. Pieces of me that just say ah ha. I don't recall going over these chapters or maybe none of it was really sinking in.
Then to read them today, chapters that explode on the pages. Silently I cry in such warm thanksgiving to Jehovah.
I understand this is only part of the learning. More to come and I NEED it. I am going in with paper, pen and bible because I need whatever part is given.
Whatever the answer I need to be prepared for the steps. Some I have already begun.
Simple, very tiny steps. I know they don't look like much but they feel like a mountain to me. So that is what matters.
Jehovah knows that. Each day is new. So I am having to make sure each day I research deeper. Understanding my actions and the consequences I have to reap.
Only one day at a time. For today it is completely finishing any leftover repairs and getting them shipped out. Then just absorbing myself into Psalms, Hebrews, 1 Corinthians and Genesis. Truly a good start.
Each day it has to be that way. So long I have gone without research and understanding. Now it's my turn.
Thank you Jehovah.
So thankful to some of the answers given. Yet even had many part of food for thought. Questions I never thought of. Pieces of me that just say ah ha. I don't recall going over these chapters or maybe none of it was really sinking in.
Then to read them today, chapters that explode on the pages. Silently I cry in such warm thanksgiving to Jehovah.
I understand this is only part of the learning. More to come and I NEED it. I am going in with paper, pen and bible because I need whatever part is given.
Whatever the answer I need to be prepared for the steps. Some I have already begun.
Simple, very tiny steps. I know they don't look like much but they feel like a mountain to me. So that is what matters.
Jehovah knows that. Each day is new. So I am having to make sure each day I research deeper. Understanding my actions and the consequences I have to reap.
Only one day at a time. For today it is completely finishing any leftover repairs and getting them shipped out. Then just absorbing myself into Psalms, Hebrews, 1 Corinthians and Genesis. Truly a good start.
Each day it has to be that way. So long I have gone without research and understanding. Now it's my turn.
Thank you Jehovah.
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