A new day, calming

A new day has come.

Worlds away I drift. Images flash before me. Smallest of miracles. So clear. And here I stand within the darkness, searching. I thought I was lost. So lost. Yet I had been looking and diving in the wrong areas. Oh how I thought you would be the answers.

Yet I know now that you were just part of the lesson I need to learn. I cannot deny that it was painful. Though I soared afterward. Second time arounds are really the hit to the heart. All the hints the mind finally needs to get. Thoroughly understand.

I have learned patience. I have learned self control. I have learned love. Oh how I have learned that. So many places within my memories. The variations of the word.

Time finds a laugh line. I crease the air with the sparkle within my eyes. The joy echoes inside of me, alongside of the aches. Yet I did learn. I can't be hateful for those lessons will help me down the road.

I have wrinkles inside my mind, upon my face and hands now. Just as the heart beats faster the stretching over everything will soon disperse. Time will find me in the gray moments only to bring me this eerie peaceful happiness.

Calm.

This splendid and candid part of life. I will whisper in the air, once, your name. Thanking Jehovah for letting me get to be a part of you, once. Yes I cry for a few seconds. Only I would be wrong not to acknowledge how much you influenced and helped me grow.

The echoes of the world will laugh. They will say to me to hate you. Yet you know I cannot do that. I will not be weighed down by the imperfections nor that of those stumbling moments. I always forgive you.

I stand here hoping that when the rain comes again, I will feel even more part of a new day. I will feel the fog inside my spirit and know I have lived. I had once been a friend to you.

I have peace.

I want that for you. Once day. One day you will. I will be grateful.

You will be protected and happy once again.

This I hope.

Loved.