Soaring. Flying. Freedom
I soar. The words are here. Voices are happy. The tears are no longer hurtful. The eyes sparkle. I am so thankful I am here. Never again do I want to feel the pain. I hid myself for so long. I wanted so much to gain approval from you.
I sing in rejoice. Feel the freedom flying through my fingers as the words land here. I am so free now. The signs of anger have ended. The sorrow I feel is only weighed with you. My concern lingers in curiosity of an old friend. Long ago I trapped him in an uncomfortable position.
Dreams I held. I had hoped the emotions I felt were the deep profound love. Yet I realize what I held deep was twisted, perversion for something I could never be, been. If I believed in "fate" was anything in this lesson real? Here I sit with the lyrics of Where I stood, singing in my ears. I am smirking as I am able to unleash all I am.
Once more.
I know it will take a while to be complete again. Now I tackle the song, Somebody I used to know. Listening to the bounce and know I will no longer be broken. I am allowing myself the healing I have needed.
My chuckle mingling with the off key voice vibrates through the air. I am me, now, here. I no longer need to learn about the shocks I still feel. I am grateful for the lessons taught. The little details of life I don't want to have. Those things I can live without for the rest of my life.
I did co exist in someone's life once. I don't care who now. I am radiant. I was torn once. I still have those moments here and there. Yet I see that Jehovah saw me, he looked at my story. Pulled me back up. I didn't need the a last check, I need a lasting father. Jehovah pressed me with love I thought I was incapable of having.
Those lasting caresses inside my heart, my mind. Soaring inside my spirit. I finally am me. I thought my breath was stolen and I was going to die after this. Then I realized I would be okay. Jehovah assured me of that.
My words echo. The wind carries them to many. Whoever listens. I am sure somewhere you listen, you read.
I loved you once. Deeply. Then I transferred it to whatever I could get. I learned. I forgave. I lived. I continue. I fly. I have freedom.
So don't break me anymore.
One day I see you in passing. Keep walking. I know it is you. I will recognize the eyes. Yet then I will see the emeralds again. The joy. The happiness. I won't need to say anything. I will just smile.
Continue in life. Carry on.
Once I loved you.
I sing in rejoice. Feel the freedom flying through my fingers as the words land here. I am so free now. The signs of anger have ended. The sorrow I feel is only weighed with you. My concern lingers in curiosity of an old friend. Long ago I trapped him in an uncomfortable position.
Dreams I held. I had hoped the emotions I felt were the deep profound love. Yet I realize what I held deep was twisted, perversion for something I could never be, been. If I believed in "fate" was anything in this lesson real? Here I sit with the lyrics of Where I stood, singing in my ears. I am smirking as I am able to unleash all I am.
Once more.
I know it will take a while to be complete again. Now I tackle the song, Somebody I used to know. Listening to the bounce and know I will no longer be broken. I am allowing myself the healing I have needed.
My chuckle mingling with the off key voice vibrates through the air. I am me, now, here. I no longer need to learn about the shocks I still feel. I am grateful for the lessons taught. The little details of life I don't want to have. Those things I can live without for the rest of my life.
I did co exist in someone's life once. I don't care who now. I am radiant. I was torn once. I still have those moments here and there. Yet I see that Jehovah saw me, he looked at my story. Pulled me back up. I didn't need the a last check, I need a lasting father. Jehovah pressed me with love I thought I was incapable of having.
Those lasting caresses inside my heart, my mind. Soaring inside my spirit. I finally am me. I thought my breath was stolen and I was going to die after this. Then I realized I would be okay. Jehovah assured me of that.
My words echo. The wind carries them to many. Whoever listens. I am sure somewhere you listen, you read.
I loved you once. Deeply. Then I transferred it to whatever I could get. I learned. I forgave. I lived. I continue. I fly. I have freedom.
So don't break me anymore.
One day I see you in passing. Keep walking. I know it is you. I will recognize the eyes. Yet then I will see the emeralds again. The joy. The happiness. I won't need to say anything. I will just smile.
Continue in life. Carry on.
Once I loved you.
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