The series of answers from Jehovah

Sat here this morning. Finally got to sleep past six am. So delightful. This morning's text about Hebrews 13:1 about "let your brotherly love continue." made me go on a good set of videos.  I started out with my prayer this morning. So grateful to talk to Jehovah about this weight inside my heart.

This need to just shut down. Yet one right after another I watch videos. One of how Jehovah cares for those with sickness. Granted it was about bloodless operations, liaisons,  members who come to help, but I reached deeper. Not just these kinds  of sickness did I look into. They gave Psalm 41:3 were David did not expect nor ask for a miracle healing of sickness but that of sustaining, enduring his sickness.

Jehovah gives comfort and support. Jehovah promises to support and strengthen his sick ones. This in turn helps us endure.

Then I turn wen onto another morning worship part about a waiting attitude. Wow! Can I say it is truly Jehovah answering my prayer? Yes!! The scripture first given was in Micah 7:7 "But as for me, I will keep on the lookout for Jehovah. I will show a waiting attitude (* I will wait patiently) for the God of my salvation." They spoke of how Micah's situation he lived in was truly a trying time - note Micah 7:1-6.

Then I thought about all the hatred they spoke of that we endure. That I need to REBUILD my absolute confidence in Jehovah. Makes sure I understand, that I am CONVINCED he will fulfill his promises. I need to have that trust there once more.

There were two scriptures given in reference how to keep having a waiting attitude, which I will remind myself every day of them. First is 1 Thessalonians 5:17 - "pray constantly". Its surprising how well you forget those 2 easy words. Second was Luke 11:9 - " So I say to you, keep on asking, and it will be given you; keep on seeking, and you will find; keep on knocking, and it will be opened to you." This is one that keeps me going. Yet I never thought of applying it to my patience.

Then I went to song 38 He will make you strong. Then onto Caleb and Sofia videos of the Ransom, Making friends and You can be patient. I realize that Jehovah was telling me what I need to do -- Have patience.

That is a difficult thing for all to do. Yet I think of all the brothers and sisters around the world that are enduring persecution and I just feel my heart twist. The emotions of need to help overwhelms me. Yet in such a good way that I turn all back into a prayer.

Truly my personal study is extended to a few more days because I really need to instill inside of me to research, study and learn to grow my relationship with Jehovah once more. Truly have to dig. At times that is really hard to stay focused on, yet here I am.

Today's focus is having patience and being loving to those who are persecuting me. Today I will be researching deeper the subject of patience, endurance and how experiences of those that kept going despite persecution.  I look forward to tonight.

I don't have anyone else in the truth with me. So everything I do to maintain my spirituality has to come from my determination to stand at the grassy knoll and watch the resurrection of my loved ones. I have to become confident I will be there, that my relationship with Jehovah is that strong.

So first step is to do what 1 Thessalonians 5:17 says - pray constantly. Small baby steps but they are for the best. Slow and building. These are the pieces of sand, mortar and cement that build the firmness inside of my faith of Jehovah. So I am grateful.

Today will be a good short day. I will continue to go this route even in the roughness of things. I have to maintain this outlook no matter what.

Yes it is a grand morning indeed.

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