So good
So good to vent. Finally realize just how petty people are. And I thought things changed inside of love. How wrong I was.
La. I happy that some people can move on so fast and leap in ways I am laughing. So here are my thoughts on that..
Be careful.
I learned so many things today. Not one bit surprised at actions nor am I in a tirade about how silly and insignificant some people really are to me.
I truly cackle over this. As though all that is done will hurt me. No. The difference is the level of weakness.
Just on terms so all can understand I only had one weakness. Guess. And only one. So I know whatever I get from my session that I will bounce back without the need to be weakened again.
Truly it is because I said good bye. I have no reason to go back. The bridge is still burning and I am watching the flames fly. I am grateful the gasoline was poured and I got to toss the match.
No opportunity to even apologize nor the need to punch, kick or slap. You are doing just fine on your own. Sowing. Sowing and sowing. But still more you have to backlash on.
Only in that moment do I feel sorry for you and to you. Seems fitting that I did not have to do much. Just say my good byes and watch.
Oh the sadness I feel in my heart for your terrible pain. No I would not want you to experience such, even though with me you were. And yet. Still.
So bear with me while I meditate over the thoughts Jehovah gave me. The prayers he answered.
I understand my punishment will be severe but I know I will be truthful in all ways from then on. Because I will no longer have any means weakness.
This is good. Oh so good. To finally find me. To learn about me. No friends. No foes. Just me.
La. I happy that some people can move on so fast and leap in ways I am laughing. So here are my thoughts on that..
Be careful.
I learned so many things today. Not one bit surprised at actions nor am I in a tirade about how silly and insignificant some people really are to me.
I truly cackle over this. As though all that is done will hurt me. No. The difference is the level of weakness.
Just on terms so all can understand I only had one weakness. Guess. And only one. So I know whatever I get from my session that I will bounce back without the need to be weakened again.
Truly it is because I said good bye. I have no reason to go back. The bridge is still burning and I am watching the flames fly. I am grateful the gasoline was poured and I got to toss the match.
No opportunity to even apologize nor the need to punch, kick or slap. You are doing just fine on your own. Sowing. Sowing and sowing. But still more you have to backlash on.
Only in that moment do I feel sorry for you and to you. Seems fitting that I did not have to do much. Just say my good byes and watch.
Oh the sadness I feel in my heart for your terrible pain. No I would not want you to experience such, even though with me you were. And yet. Still.
So bear with me while I meditate over the thoughts Jehovah gave me. The prayers he answered.
I understand my punishment will be severe but I know I will be truthful in all ways from then on. Because I will no longer have any means weakness.
This is good. Oh so good. To finally find me. To learn about me. No friends. No foes. Just me.
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