So many plans yet none more important than Jehovah
I woke this morning in no haste. The gentle nudging to get up at six but I fell back to sleep unto almost eight. It was good to sleep in because the soul needed rest. Slowly I give thanks that I woke up the second time. Even though the eyes are crusty I am grateful to open them.
Cast across my wedgwood colored walls was a slight overcast appearance of the day. Slow I gain momentum to get up. My feet take me to the window, only to realize that the sun is hiding behind haze and a few clouds.
Sniffling from allergies I just look outside. So pretty.
Then I think of all the things I must get done. I hope to get to go to Starbucks for some warm chai tea. The cinnamon and cardamon seems delightful with a hint of whipped cream. (giggling) The things I think about in the morning.
Then the day only increases to get better. I have so much to do, yet what is important? Indeed more study. Today is about being nervous and anxious. I have set goals according to yesterday's research now I must do so with the same. These are things I am constantly working on.
I do so welcome all this wonderful news. So back to some videos this morning. I need to rewatch the one about Russia. Remember to write to our brothers and sisters. This very important.
And still so many pieces of the day are surrounded by this part of me, the want to bring myself closer to Jehovah. For years I had complaints and I lacked complete faith. So now I have to rebuild even if it means I start from baby and build strength inside to be completely confident in Jehovah's promises and what Jesus Christ's ransom really meant to me.
I have so much work to do in spirituality that I have enough to keep me focused. I pray though that whatever ails me I don't get sidetracked again. This lost feeling has been a real down in the pit experience and I ill will it on NO ONE. I would not want anyone to experience a loss like this. Even losing my world family doesn't hurt like this does.
I grieve for my losses within Jehovah's eyes. Because for losing worldly family I know of the resurrection. Yet losing Jehovah's favor, I do not know of a regain. Just a severe loss.
So now I begin my day with a few videos that will bring my mind to calm and hide my anger, covering it with mildness. So gently I step forward into the day.
Each moment is real. Thank you Jehovah.
Cast across my wedgwood colored walls was a slight overcast appearance of the day. Slow I gain momentum to get up. My feet take me to the window, only to realize that the sun is hiding behind haze and a few clouds.
Sniffling from allergies I just look outside. So pretty.
Then I think of all the things I must get done. I hope to get to go to Starbucks for some warm chai tea. The cinnamon and cardamon seems delightful with a hint of whipped cream. (giggling) The things I think about in the morning.
Then the day only increases to get better. I have so much to do, yet what is important? Indeed more study. Today is about being nervous and anxious. I have set goals according to yesterday's research now I must do so with the same. These are things I am constantly working on.
I do so welcome all this wonderful news. So back to some videos this morning. I need to rewatch the one about Russia. Remember to write to our brothers and sisters. This very important.
And still so many pieces of the day are surrounded by this part of me, the want to bring myself closer to Jehovah. For years I had complaints and I lacked complete faith. So now I have to rebuild even if it means I start from baby and build strength inside to be completely confident in Jehovah's promises and what Jesus Christ's ransom really meant to me.
I have so much work to do in spirituality that I have enough to keep me focused. I pray though that whatever ails me I don't get sidetracked again. This lost feeling has been a real down in the pit experience and I ill will it on NO ONE. I would not want anyone to experience a loss like this. Even losing my world family doesn't hurt like this does.
I grieve for my losses within Jehovah's eyes. Because for losing worldly family I know of the resurrection. Yet losing Jehovah's favor, I do not know of a regain. Just a severe loss.
So now I begin my day with a few videos that will bring my mind to calm and hide my anger, covering it with mildness. So gently I step forward into the day.
Each moment is real. Thank you Jehovah.
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