A hope
Wide awake now. Watching Monsoon Wedding on mute. So much I know by heart. I don't even need captions. I understand most of it.
My mind is settling but the heart still beats rapidly. So I hope to quiet down for a six hour rest. Sleeping in doesn't exist much anymore.
Seems to be no need for it. So I find myself at the window or looking out at the sky on my balcony. Freeing my mind of anything that may weigh me.
Reminding myself of a good song ( a good life One republic). Indeed. Positive notes. Holding onto the hope.
So now I just hope that the mind and the body relaxes. All so the night finally becomes a darkened sky thoroughly.
I smile in the echo of the idea that leaps inside me. Still I stay quiet.
Here I think and think. Then I just fill up the air and paint the parchment with words. Oh how I display me in words, if anyone reads.
Yet I don't dare ask who does. I just write. Hope. Strive I reach at least one person I love. It's always a hope.
My mind is settling but the heart still beats rapidly. So I hope to quiet down for a six hour rest. Sleeping in doesn't exist much anymore.
Seems to be no need for it. So I find myself at the window or looking out at the sky on my balcony. Freeing my mind of anything that may weigh me.
Reminding myself of a good song ( a good life One republic). Indeed. Positive notes. Holding onto the hope.
So now I just hope that the mind and the body relaxes. All so the night finally becomes a darkened sky thoroughly.
I smile in the echo of the idea that leaps inside me. Still I stay quiet.
Here I think and think. Then I just fill up the air and paint the parchment with words. Oh how I display me in words, if anyone reads.
Yet I don't dare ask who does. I just write. Hope. Strive I reach at least one person I love. It's always a hope.
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