A song that talk for me

I want you here. Plumb.

all these words echo inside of me . Stinging warnings and yet I never listened.

I wasn't enough.

I could never be good enough for the right, wrong person. I cannot bear it.

I walk away.

Torn.

Echoes scream, I die. I waited. Yet I could never be the one.

A dream. A hope.

Torture.

A joke on me. A jester I became for one smile.

God help me,breathe.

Just see that I was a bad experiment. I never was even your friend.

Was I?

I scream.

The honesty. Oh how I won't ever know.

I ache. I live.

Yet I breathe.

Now.