Now I just have to wait and see if I am allowed. To listen

Never seems to be enough to say and yet I never say it.

Silence is easier.

Possibly all I can entertain is that I won't push. I won't even ask.

Space.

And here I think too much and observe way too much.

I just need to shut it off.

Walking away and hoping that one day I can help.

Yet am I allowed to?

I don't know. But I only want to say please don't subject yourself to that anymore.

Just say no. Walk away. Leave, run. ANYTHING.

Yet will it ever sink in or am I just a brat?

Who know.

Where ever this dark moment takes you, realize I do want to learn.

I do care.

Yet I won't push. I won't interrogate.

I am not privileged to that line of work.

I listen.

I listen.

I care.

Now I just have to wait and see if I am allowed.