Nature gets me

The day started well. Yet partially through the drive a huge argument about what I should be doing with my life now things are different. Oh how can I say at that exact moment I was thankful to look down at my phone to check coordinates. If I hadn't I wouldn't have noticed someone calling to talk to me.

So thankful for the stop we made. A brief moment to change the mood and change the subject. A constant battle of when will I get married. I don't ever want to. Its probably not a bad idea but I don't even like myself thinking of it right now. I just slapped myself out of the thought.

Finally reaching the destination the mood changed. It was I remember this, I remember that. It was a nice change. Even to get out and see the water ways. So beautiful watching the sun shimmer across the rivers. So simple was the emotions. Granted I made myself have another migraine but I suppose all that cold air was redefining me. It was a good feel.

Now to get the chill out of my system.

Yet I still look over all the photos and recognize the comfort of nature. My photos may make no sense to anyone else but to me, the help define me. Seems weird but just how it has to be.

So here I sit getting ready to edit or delete the photos or videos I didn't like. La. It feels like the last trip I am taking. Not sure why. Just does.

Crazy, I know.