Idiotic parts of letting go

The funny thing about letting go is seeing all the idiotic things you did to try harder to keep it going. Only you were a fool to think you were held in high esteem.

Watching as the person leaps to the next person. Clearly seen in so many ways. Why not just leave and be a single person the rest of your life. It would be easier for everyone involved.

Including the one you are pursuing.  No need to be obligated to anyone but them and yourself.

Don't you see the way to just shake it out of your system? For that matter clear everything. Clear it and put it out in the open about everything. You would be a much happier person if you didn't have restrictions.

I can see you finally being a real person again. So be free and stop hiding. Be open about next prospect and other things because in the long run one of their picture is going to hurt you.

Just saying.

Nevertheless it hasn't been my turn but I am going to say all that I know so I can walk away from here.

Leaving is the necessity I have to have because I am only going in circles. I want to break free from the cycle. So my words will be heard.

Whether they are pursued I really won't ever know. Except I will finally be free of this tangent of information.

Because I know I never meant anything to you. And that really ticks me off. Obviously none was real. And what makes me more mad is that I actually believed in you.

Mistakes keep piling up. And I am ready to shut it all down. So I won't say I am sorry for saying what I know.

For I know it will be my complete release of you and all my past.

So a good bye in my mind is always. I won't go back.

Just how it will be but you, your circles get smaller and smaller. Just be careful of your choices and what they list. It will eventually be a downfall.

Don't believe me, listen to you mind. You already know the truth.