Hush me

I lay here thinking way too much. My temples hurt greatly but to shut down the mind, ah impossible.  I only hope for sleep tonight.

I am cold. So very cold. Yet even under these blissfully warm covers I still shiver. Never the right amounts of warmth. I have felt it once but that was long ago. A blink in history.

I reach out. Stretching in hopes to expand and relax my soul but nothing pushes the mind to close up for the night.

So no matter how groggy I am, the nodding off to sleep I go I just am not capable of sleeping. Constant sigh echo inside of me, in irritation.  I just want sleep.

So here I just lay against soft pillows, melting inside of 2 layers of blankets and a down comforter, yet.. no sleep hits.

Ah I exhale. Telling myself to hush. Enough to calm the migraine and try to find a way to enjoy the evening. Perhaps scrolling through the photos of the day.

Yes perhaps I may become bored and snap out. Haha. It sounds delicious.

So enjoy my dreams, I hope soon. The ones I need. Who knows who will be a part of my pulled memories tonight.

Maybe some who I care deeply for or maybe some I hope not to recall. I never know yet all will be vivid.

Ask and you shall know.