Ticked off

So ticked off. Can't even begin to understand. I guess I might just need to be in the world again.

Only understanding of all the tears. Birthdays don't mean anything and yet they do. I drown myself trying to understand.

I truly give up.

It hurts. But I guess that is what I get. Only toys.

So it be me and I walk away. Tired of crap. So tired of it.

No need to explain. No need to call me names. I get it. I just get it, now.

I was good enough in the world but never where I am now. Pfft.