Being firmer is better
To feel stuck is one of the worst experiences someone can have. Not clear on what is going up and if slipping is more what is reality. Remaining in limbo all because of what is inside of you.
The hope that moving forward comes quickly and no signs of dropping to the muddy floors again. Yet sometimes you have to fall to get back up. To realize the importance of why you were stuck and even falling.
Never is it a good feeling to fall down nor is it a good experience to be stuck there. Yet when you are at your lowest, at your poorest moments you realize just what is important. You see or understand the hindsight of the situation. Then you place your hands on the ground pushing up until you are on your feet again.
A small reward to be standing again. Noting that only Jehovah and you are the reasons. That is truly the remarkable memories. Those when you realized no human could really understand the depth of your sorrow, burdens. As much as they say they did, really they don't. Only Jehovah.
Then to be standing, firmly. Such a grand piece of reality.
So yeah there are times when you want to tell a human friend what is going on, perhaps even explain they are part of the issue and yet parts of you scream that it is unwise. Only should put the anguish and disappointment in Jehovah's care.
When you are finally standing tall because of strength, courage, patience and lots of love Jehovah gave the experiences that may have held you back, disappear . Fade so that your wall of support is strong.
Truly how I have to forget. Hence why I will remain quiet for long periods of time if necessary. For if friends were curious of me they would inquire. And if they don't , hey no big deal. Just a realization of sorts.
So here I stand firmer thanks to my Father, Jehovah . As for my friends they know where to find me if want to inquire on other things than weather and wellbeing.
The hope that moving forward comes quickly and no signs of dropping to the muddy floors again. Yet sometimes you have to fall to get back up. To realize the importance of why you were stuck and even falling.
Never is it a good feeling to fall down nor is it a good experience to be stuck there. Yet when you are at your lowest, at your poorest moments you realize just what is important. You see or understand the hindsight of the situation. Then you place your hands on the ground pushing up until you are on your feet again.
A small reward to be standing again. Noting that only Jehovah and you are the reasons. That is truly the remarkable memories. Those when you realized no human could really understand the depth of your sorrow, burdens. As much as they say they did, really they don't. Only Jehovah.
Then to be standing, firmly. Such a grand piece of reality.
So yeah there are times when you want to tell a human friend what is going on, perhaps even explain they are part of the issue and yet parts of you scream that it is unwise. Only should put the anguish and disappointment in Jehovah's care.
When you are finally standing tall because of strength, courage, patience and lots of love Jehovah gave the experiences that may have held you back, disappear . Fade so that your wall of support is strong.
Truly how I have to forget. Hence why I will remain quiet for long periods of time if necessary. For if friends were curious of me they would inquire. And if they don't , hey no big deal. Just a realization of sorts.
So here I stand firmer thanks to my Father, Jehovah . As for my friends they know where to find me if want to inquire on other things than weather and wellbeing.
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