I acccept

I guess I am forever tainted. Not the right to be called a friend anymore. I guess that is what is wanted. I will serve and play the part well.

I won't bother. I won't even text. It will just be casual.

Clearly I got the message. Distance and no words. I understand.

What more can I make my mind do for you? Obviously I got the crazy point out. All you can give is prayers. But please keep them for yourself. You need them more than me.

Not anything anymore. Just numb.

I can accept that. I have learned many times before.

So what more can I say. Just absorbing the day, now night into me. Not paying attention to anything else.

I used to get sooooooo excited from a text. Even a wave or a hello. What a fool. Oh well.

I am a fool. I accept that. Now to you I am crazy and emotional. Nah. Just a woman.