Exhales
Warmth.
Sitting here inside the darkened room. Only lit by the screen and window. The calm that is inside of me. I am so tense about something but its isn't bothering me much. Just tightness in my shoulders. That is something I can deal with.
Softly the smile crease the freckled face. Holding the curve upon pale lips. I exhale and just wait. Hoping that the day becomes fuller and that my concerns disappear.
Slowly I move today. So much to do and yet no gumption to do anything. Not that I am sad or confused just lazy today. Sometimes you have to be to realize how long you have been rushing.
Inhale, exhale. Running in my mind over the projects I need to complete today. All in hopes that I finish 4 out of 5. Yet not pushing. Main priority is to finish off 2 parts. All else are bonuses.
Then I look around at my room thinking of all the things I can get rid of. Simply even more. For almost 17 years I hadn't had all this stuff. Moving from one place to another. No real stationary place. Probably for the best because when you are stationary you collect.
My heart is restless. The need to get out and yet to leave the house requires motivation. Also required is getting out of comfortable clothes. Though and still I am half way there. I chuckle quietly.
The long exhales make me realize its okay to want to not say any words to people. Also not to be in a rush to get out of room and house. Truly it is okay to stay indoors. Yet the day is GORGEOUS.
No means or reason to exit the doors. Too limited in many ways. Yet that doesn't stop the mind from forming hopes. A small wisp of joy.
Indeed I hope where ever you go today your joy is high. Your laughter is held in the air and the night throws you happiness. So smile.
In reading mode. Enjoy day dear friend
Sitting here inside the darkened room. Only lit by the screen and window. The calm that is inside of me. I am so tense about something but its isn't bothering me much. Just tightness in my shoulders. That is something I can deal with.
Softly the smile crease the freckled face. Holding the curve upon pale lips. I exhale and just wait. Hoping that the day becomes fuller and that my concerns disappear.
Slowly I move today. So much to do and yet no gumption to do anything. Not that I am sad or confused just lazy today. Sometimes you have to be to realize how long you have been rushing.
Inhale, exhale. Running in my mind over the projects I need to complete today. All in hopes that I finish 4 out of 5. Yet not pushing. Main priority is to finish off 2 parts. All else are bonuses.
Then I look around at my room thinking of all the things I can get rid of. Simply even more. For almost 17 years I hadn't had all this stuff. Moving from one place to another. No real stationary place. Probably for the best because when you are stationary you collect.
My heart is restless. The need to get out and yet to leave the house requires motivation. Also required is getting out of comfortable clothes. Though and still I am half way there. I chuckle quietly.
The long exhales make me realize its okay to want to not say any words to people. Also not to be in a rush to get out of room and house. Truly it is okay to stay indoors. Yet the day is GORGEOUS.
No means or reason to exit the doors. Too limited in many ways. Yet that doesn't stop the mind from forming hopes. A small wisp of joy.
Indeed I hope where ever you go today your joy is high. Your laughter is held in the air and the night throws you happiness. So smile.
In reading mode. Enjoy day dear friend
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