Once

No ready to lose the day and yet I did anyway. Clearly I cannot speak and have gone from "hi" to "enjoy your day in whatever way".

Funny I thought I was a friend when in reality I am more of just a passing acquaintance .  I guess I put myself there after I grew from the experiences.

Maybe all for the best. The locking away whatever it is I once meant, if it was anything. Perhaps that is the clearing I am supposed to have.

Sitting in my dark room striving to look lively and yet I can't . Not that anyone needs to hear from me. The empty, completely numbing feeling is necessary, I suppose. Perhaps it is what I always was to you.

Just a rolling emotion. Well I listened. And I listened.

I gathered and felt. I am all I am. Either it is liked or it isn't .  Sadly for some, I am not what they want nor will I extend my boundaries any longer.

I have learned my humility lesson. Did you?

Perhaps that was my life in yours, how so temporary but life crushing. I realize that I made my path in your life. Now time to swerve off.

See for you to grow you have to find me within my boundaries or distance yourself. Either way you learn that you were once very important to me. Once