Laughter in procrastination
Sitting here expanding my mind upon the tasks I must do and yet I cannot motivate myself to go forward. Just absorbed into the glassed wind. Enjoying the sways of branches voided of leaves. The silence I am staring out into.
Not depressed just so many thoughts and so many parts of me singing gratitude inside my soul. Silly perhaps but I am giddy over the prospect of developing photos or making note cards, postcards. Some things about being creative never cease to amaze me. The overwhelming bits of joy I experience just dreaming of designs and possible aspects of art.
I lightly chuckle at myself as I try to explain this part about me. I can see possibly light dancing in other people's eyes as I am so animated about such pursuits.
Yet I stand here looking out into the sunlight play across the cool shadows wondering when I will begin my long awaited tasks. Another hiccup of a laugh bursts out and I realize I am a effective procrastinator. Not a proud moment but I do work well with last minute adrenaline juiced inside my soul.
Kind of funny how I work well that way. Just how good some of my work is from those bursts. Indeed I can only thank Jehovah.
Ah although I know Jehovah would be happier if I was more of a prepare and ready to go at all times kind of gal. A project that progresses every day.
So now I must get into the work. Alas the day must beg to begin in now not in a staring mode. Into the day I go. Have fun with me. In case of just laughter at my silliness.
Not depressed just so many thoughts and so many parts of me singing gratitude inside my soul. Silly perhaps but I am giddy over the prospect of developing photos or making note cards, postcards. Some things about being creative never cease to amaze me. The overwhelming bits of joy I experience just dreaming of designs and possible aspects of art.
I lightly chuckle at myself as I try to explain this part about me. I can see possibly light dancing in other people's eyes as I am so animated about such pursuits.
Yet I stand here looking out into the sunlight play across the cool shadows wondering when I will begin my long awaited tasks. Another hiccup of a laugh bursts out and I realize I am a effective procrastinator. Not a proud moment but I do work well with last minute adrenaline juiced inside my soul.
Kind of funny how I work well that way. Just how good some of my work is from those bursts. Indeed I can only thank Jehovah.
Ah although I know Jehovah would be happier if I was more of a prepare and ready to go at all times kind of gal. A project that progresses every day.
So now I must get into the work. Alas the day must beg to begin in now not in a staring mode. Into the day I go. Have fun with me. In case of just laughter at my silliness.
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