I NEED
Reflect over and over what I could have done. Yet I slap myself as I realize there is no going back.
Looking forward I am so happy I did my research on the two types of discipline. I knew which one I would get.
I even prayed Jehovah gave it to me. Why? Why would anyone want that kind of council? I wanted it because I couldn't keep going in congregation. As much as I wanted to be the latter I knew I wouldn't find what was lost if I got a slap on the wrist.
No I NEEDED this. I now can learn on my own. Maybe that is selfish and maybe I shouldn't say things like this but I have already learned so much about me.
It's a good change. It will help me appreciate what Jehovah gave me.
Earlier I was so angry and ready to just give myself time. Yet I know I have to be there when they announce because I need to see what I lost for selfish gains.
Another part of healing.
Time will help too. Then life.
Looking forward I am so happy I did my research on the two types of discipline. I knew which one I would get.
I even prayed Jehovah gave it to me. Why? Why would anyone want that kind of council? I wanted it because I couldn't keep going in congregation. As much as I wanted to be the latter I knew I wouldn't find what was lost if I got a slap on the wrist.
No I NEEDED this. I now can learn on my own. Maybe that is selfish and maybe I shouldn't say things like this but I have already learned so much about me.
It's a good change. It will help me appreciate what Jehovah gave me.
Earlier I was so angry and ready to just give myself time. Yet I know I have to be there when they announce because I need to see what I lost for selfish gains.
Another part of healing.
Time will help too. Then life.
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