So watch out

Tonight I actually felt like I belonged with Jehovah. I sang my heart out. Yet the depth of who I mean to Jehovah wasn't there.

That is what I need to learn.

Even worse was the evil eye I received across the platform. As though it would cause fear in me. I am sorry but the stare did not affect me. The stare down was equally given. I can dish it as much as you.

No chance I am getting knocked down. I am already in the hole but I have been here before. I know how to get out.

Yet the stare down doesn't harm me. So stare away. All it does is make you look like a fool. I pray you back down soon enough and realize you are only harming yourself with the hate looks. Because the depth of the situation is deeper than me.

So I am so tired of nasty snide remarks. No. Sorry I carried the blame. And I will continue until Jehovah wants the truth to be realized.

Yet I asked for my discipline because I LOST myself being involved in a cycle.  So I got just what I asked for.

The thing about tonight, and the talk given makes me realize that it is possible that Jehovah will search for me again and we will be in a better relationship then. So I look forward to finding Jehovah again and he me.

As for the scare tactics. Sorry but my life before Jehovah had worse things. So I know how to look passed your sorry looking angry face and feel strong enough to stand taller, straighter.

I have lived through WORSE  than this.  So no worries about trying to knock me down. I have been buried alive several times. If you haven't noticed I am made of stronger stuff.

So watch out.

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