No mention of names
I stand here watching over the sky turning dark then light. The night has fallen away and the daytime has settled in. Yet I am still inside my room with only the light that shines through my blinds. Oh how they cast this dancing play across my Wedgwood blue walls.
I sigh. Just grateful for all that is slowly fading away today. Such a rush of emotions and such. Grateful that the silence about what today is. Just a peaceful emptiness. I am happy that only yesterday was the mentioning.
No longer am I assaulted by the memory of her. Grateful that the day has been calm and easy going. Except for the uncontrollable pain this morning. I still am happy to open my eyes and experience everything.
Just a note that I am still thriving. I smile.
The strong inhale only reminds me that a shower is possible today. Maybe later. IF no rain decides to prance its way through I might be able to attempt the pool. Yet I don't want to push myself. The day is still young.
For now it is just relaxation and maybe a nap.
Or more postings.
Whatever works, right?
I sigh. Just grateful for all that is slowly fading away today. Such a rush of emotions and such. Grateful that the silence about what today is. Just a peaceful emptiness. I am happy that only yesterday was the mentioning.
No longer am I assaulted by the memory of her. Grateful that the day has been calm and easy going. Except for the uncontrollable pain this morning. I still am happy to open my eyes and experience everything.
Just a note that I am still thriving. I smile.
The strong inhale only reminds me that a shower is possible today. Maybe later. IF no rain decides to prance its way through I might be able to attempt the pool. Yet I don't want to push myself. The day is still young.
For now it is just relaxation and maybe a nap.
Or more postings.
Whatever works, right?
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