Reminders to look at David

So grateful.

The two talks given and even more so was one talk spoke of David. My parting words from several people. Remember David.

Yet I can't express enough that I am not ready. Sure I have alloted times set up for study but all I want to do is sleep.

I even gave made more days to studying available and still nothing. The time isn't right yet. Still so hurt. Still so destroyed. Yet the movements I make are slow.

Each day I learn more and more about me. Not becoming the too confident but enough to know I am comfortable with my growth.

Every day I stop to meditate over the simple things. So much of me has been loosened. That I am grateful of.

Today I wrote. Today I explored. Today I baked.

The simple things.

Today I smiled. Giving thanks to Jehovah for my discipline.  I now can grow, learn and absorb. Yet application can't be rushed.

Time.

Soon. When I have the importance of my need once more.