Not today

I am building who I am. Downside is many think I am destroying myself and yet did anyone really know me?

Oh no.

Sadly the turn of fate many would call.  Yet it is my faith that finds me. I have always been a spiritual child. Yet so many thought I was naive. Oh how they judged me wrong.

I don't need the day long extravaganzas to help me to see the depth of my need. I feel it. I always have.

That is why my story is something to recall.

Yet here. So many see me lost.

Oh no. I am soaring with my Father. This classic definition of who I am with him. And one day I will find myself reaching for his hand.

Jehovah will hear me.

But today I am a defiant child asking for space. Granted.

So I leave you to stay seated with association . Some can even associate with. I hope the mind and heart listen.

As mine will when I can apply.

Just not today.