Inner peace
When you start to feel this grand piece of self I find the resting of a high plane. I cannot explain the inner release.
The explosion of poison drained from your body as you express such solitude. A splendid experience. This was the way I used to get when mediation came about.
In a way I recall just how relaxed and "empty" I felt. Yet it was a good empty. As though the jammed dam was unclogged. Just that intense rush.
I hope you understand what I am saying. Hmm. I don't know but I will just keep talking.
Each day I feel lifted. Each step, even in my flate up days, seems different. One by one the weight I have been carrying is pulled from me and the level of stress and expectations is lowered.
I like this. No longer that need to feel boxed inside a claustrophobic space. Each got smaller and smaller. The poor Mary was getting lost.
Not saying rules, principles and laws are bad nor restraining but extremely stressful. Especially when you never fit in.
Yes I am going to be fine, grand. Then to take time on growing and learning. I hope you understand.
Bits abd pieces of me as a teenager are finally coming back. The calm times. It is so wonderful and perhaps even silly. Even though I had my troubles back then I still liked myself.
So I look forward in finding that Mary. Who knows where I go from here but a bit of surprise is good, yes?
So be at peace. Find that stress less calm, quiet inside of yourself. Learn. Be happy. Then give love.
The explosion of poison drained from your body as you express such solitude. A splendid experience. This was the way I used to get when mediation came about.
In a way I recall just how relaxed and "empty" I felt. Yet it was a good empty. As though the jammed dam was unclogged. Just that intense rush.
I hope you understand what I am saying. Hmm. I don't know but I will just keep talking.
Each day I feel lifted. Each step, even in my flate up days, seems different. One by one the weight I have been carrying is pulled from me and the level of stress and expectations is lowered.
I like this. No longer that need to feel boxed inside a claustrophobic space. Each got smaller and smaller. The poor Mary was getting lost.
Not saying rules, principles and laws are bad nor restraining but extremely stressful. Especially when you never fit in.
Yes I am going to be fine, grand. Then to take time on growing and learning. I hope you understand.
Bits abd pieces of me as a teenager are finally coming back. The calm times. It is so wonderful and perhaps even silly. Even though I had my troubles back then I still liked myself.
So I look forward in finding that Mary. Who knows where I go from here but a bit of surprise is good, yes?
So be at peace. Find that stress less calm, quiet inside of yourself. Learn. Be happy. Then give love.
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