A small reward
I need a nap. Yet I need to get out. Maybe a jaunt to the coffee shop to hope I stay awake in the meeting.
So much information will be given and I will look forward to the pouring into my mind and applying it to my heart. And we'll into my life.
Finding myself was good. And feeling good about being me is even better. Yet not ready to even begin to finding my place with Jehovah. I mean I am listening but the reality is coming soon.
I am ready. I have plenty of support from family so I can be me. Then learn where Jehovah wants me to be.
Already people are saying oh you can come back in six months. But I have no desire to rush myself. I need to come back on my own terms.
Sounds selfish but this piece is what I needed.
Sure I am thinking of the others. Yet I also think I got shafted in some sort of way. Yet it is all hindsight now. All looking in front of me.
Even when I have my low moments. I must remind myself to stay positive and reward myself for the good things. How else will I learn to love again?
So much information will be given and I will look forward to the pouring into my mind and applying it to my heart. And we'll into my life.
Finding myself was good. And feeling good about being me is even better. Yet not ready to even begin to finding my place with Jehovah. I mean I am listening but the reality is coming soon.
I am ready. I have plenty of support from family so I can be me. Then learn where Jehovah wants me to be.
Already people are saying oh you can come back in six months. But I have no desire to rush myself. I need to come back on my own terms.
Sounds selfish but this piece is what I needed.
Sure I am thinking of the others. Yet I also think I got shafted in some sort of way. Yet it is all hindsight now. All looking in front of me.
Even when I have my low moments. I must remind myself to stay positive and reward myself for the good things. How else will I learn to love again?
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