Too bold

Why do I have to act so stupid sometimes. Causing disturbing things to come to mind. Then to initiate more pain behind my eyes. All because I was curious and asked a question

I know I should not have but I was so curious. And still am because it didn't get answered. Yet I had no right to ask it.

Still I ream, chide myself for even going above and beyond. So silly that I even was tempted to inquire.

Yet I am still curious. But I won't ask again

Oh well. I guess you can label me interfering or crazy. It doesn't matter.

Still I am curious

I won't ever get my answer but that is okay. At least I was bold and stupid at the same time.