Telling myself take my time

Sitting here taking my time. No need to rush because I won't need to be there until almost half past seven. This is a new training for me. I need to be there less early.

To get focused that I need not to associate with people. Just get my food and leave. It will be hard but I will make it.

I always do. The strength and courage I have. Something I lost for a while trying to gain a notice. Yet it was once worth it. And now. Well I understand where I belong.

I begin to see bits and pieces of the picture. I am slowly learning.

A hard part today is the nerves. And yet it isn't nerves. Odd.

But here I wait for my choices in clothing to be made. Then I roll.

Finding a way to take my time. So slowly.

I sigh. Time time time. Not be analysis about being on time or before. It's so hard.