To unwind completely before setting out

Unwind. Relax. No place to go. Just sitting on bed planning the things I want to do today.

Only a few things. Domestic.  Laundry. Homework. Cleaning. Maybe a car ride. Not urgent.

Slowed down. Enjoying what is necessary.  Enjoying feeling real, peaceful. No need to be hurried by anything. Just soaking in the  solitude of the moment.

Pleasurable only in the satisfaction of nothing pressuring me to pretend to be this uptight person.

Grateful I was set free to be me. One day come back. Yet I am in no rush.  I was not liked very much. So it's good to know that with my friends from before are capable of helping me through.

Already seeing changes. More confident and positive.  This is good, yes? I was very docile and a welcome mat. It's amazing not to be stuck there. If that offended some then maybe it is something you need to work on.

Hmm. A day of drawing seems good. Maybe might even put my hands back on my jewelry. To sit down and enjoy. I hope.

Who knows what this day brings. Maybe a walk in nature too. But not here. Kind of boring.

Soon.

But first phone must charge and life must be meditated on. Then the jump into the day.

If spotted in an open moment smile. Be happy. Carry on.

Salute. Smile.