Wind kisses

Seated outside on my balcony. The closest I am going to get to the great outdoors today


Later this week I will go to a few parks in hopes to get my inspiration back into drawing. I hope I can finally look for the beauty in every situation.

Right now it just seems that no. Today has been an interesting day. So far this morning.

Here, now I just absorb the wind. Exactly what I needed. No destination but work and then relaxation. This is surefire love. The need to work on me.

I love it. And I close my eyes. Just to feel the breeze leave kisses and chills across my skin and hair. So soft. I smile. Gently pushing away things that may decide to weigh upon me.

Next week many plans. I just hope tomorrow I can get some things done before the meeting. Yes I know I need to go.

Some parts of me will be empty if I didn't go. Even though next week there is none and I have no way of getting to the assembly. Alas that is a result of my behavior.

Though I will have learned many things and preparing next time.

Funny though I cannot be bothered by this. I have to just take in the information when and where I can. Then just see joy when I do gain access to assemblies.

All I can do is make sure I focus on the information I can obtain.

I guess that has to be my results. For now. And yet I don't let that negative thought bring me down. I keep holding upon the wind. Dreaming of another day.

So now I go back in. Prepare more coffee and enjoy my time with my mother.