I just listen

Oh how I sit here and supposed to be absorbing but not much is going in. My heart us beating yet those words that are being said just sound like words.

Eventually they will mean something again yet not today.

And even as I sit here listening I feel I should be sinking in and yet nothing is there. Just the presence of everyone.

And still I understand that Jehovah wants me here.  He wants me to listen.

I am. For he knows that is all I can do. I am happy he does.

One day at a time the pieces will fit again and then the broken parts of me finally be corrected.

I look forward to seeing that day when I finally have all parts of my cells vibrating in Jehovah's words.

Until then I listen.