Exceeding
I don't think the day can get any more better than this one. As much as I worked today I still am feeling this high from other things. A bit of joy that keeps on leaping inside of me. I can't really explain it but I just hope that it keeps going forward more and more.
Then the need to experience things deeper. Yet not ever pushing back on things. Just holding onto the hope that I do gain more. And still the random thought hits and I keep reaching up for the hands. Then they grab me so tightly. So silly.
Yet I do not falter in the imagery. I just hold onto the dreamy state it has. The foggy surrounding. Certainly the mind is quirky in how it arranges images. The things I don't want to recall are so stuck in the forefront that I have blocked them.
Then the ones I lean into hoping for end up being replayed and applied to a newer image. All in hopes that I don't really forget the idea or the dream. Much less drown out the goals. Simply put that life is ingredients are varied depending on the moment.
Each spice is added to enhance the enjoyment of that one special moment or long tangent of streaming videos. Indeed kindness in those. The dreams that soar. The goals that are achieved. Excelled and outstandingly shine.
For this one moment, I am surpassing the joy I have hoped for. This one moment. And I kept quiet on my dream. I kept quiet in my hopes. And I am still clinging to the rest of the roll playing down to the keyed ingredients. Those major components that say YES.
But for now I will just revel in the exceeding joy that is bouncing inside of me. Certainly only one or two people understand. And for now that is the only necessity there is. For now.
My head spins and I laugh. Holding closely the dreams. Each one coming true. Just as I prayed. And now I soar.
Then the need to experience things deeper. Yet not ever pushing back on things. Just holding onto the hope that I do gain more. And still the random thought hits and I keep reaching up for the hands. Then they grab me so tightly. So silly.
Yet I do not falter in the imagery. I just hold onto the dreamy state it has. The foggy surrounding. Certainly the mind is quirky in how it arranges images. The things I don't want to recall are so stuck in the forefront that I have blocked them.
Then the ones I lean into hoping for end up being replayed and applied to a newer image. All in hopes that I don't really forget the idea or the dream. Much less drown out the goals. Simply put that life is ingredients are varied depending on the moment.
Each spice is added to enhance the enjoyment of that one special moment or long tangent of streaming videos. Indeed kindness in those. The dreams that soar. The goals that are achieved. Excelled and outstandingly shine.
For this one moment, I am surpassing the joy I have hoped for. This one moment. And I kept quiet on my dream. I kept quiet in my hopes. And I am still clinging to the rest of the roll playing down to the keyed ingredients. Those major components that say YES.
But for now I will just revel in the exceeding joy that is bouncing inside of me. Certainly only one or two people understand. And for now that is the only necessity there is. For now.
My head spins and I laugh. Holding closely the dreams. Each one coming true. Just as I prayed. And now I soar.
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