Expectations of a week
Only regret I have right now is that I close tonight and I open in the morning. Haha. That is the only regret I have this week. All the rest of it is that of lessons to learn. Pieces of pushing passed the ugly and bouncing into the beauty. Nature, people and art. I smile.
Prospects this week. Hmm the attendance of the pool several times. Not that I need a tan or anything. Nor the large spray of freckles, for I don't tan I burn and then go to white again. Just the fact that being out of the house is so soothing. I don't even have to get into the water unless I am hot. Just being there. Laughing and enjoying the breeze and watching the people. Contentment.
I hope to make an adventure to a park or some water this week. The hopes of finding smooth ripples in the water and finding pieces of nature to have fun with. Also to even go on a hike. I am not sure if I am capable of that yet but I would love to try.
I am just extending myself to places by myself. Not because I am lonely. Its because I have found joy and contentment in being by myself. I don't need anyone. This is such a wonderful revelation. I had to get away from people to realize I am the most happy by myself. Sure I like people and attention but I would rather be in nature observing the wildlife than to be boring some person with conversation.
I like to go places. Especially free places.
Sounds silly. Many places to go and things to see but give me nature please.
Hmm. What else can be added to a week? A few surprises. Even though surprises are good in a lot of ways I don't know if they are good at this point. But I won't eliminate them. Hmm. Even to new friendships. Anything is possible when you believe and have hope.
Sure that is the gist of my expectations for the week. Not much. Main care is that today I make it to the pool before work. Which happens to be later - 4pm. So 2 to 3 is going to be a good hour for me. Then the haul to get ready. I smile more.
Tomorrow if a beautiful day, pool too. Every day I can, I will because it is so peaceful EVEN with the loud children. It truly is bliss because I am at peace with myself.
Prospects this week. Hmm the attendance of the pool several times. Not that I need a tan or anything. Nor the large spray of freckles, for I don't tan I burn and then go to white again. Just the fact that being out of the house is so soothing. I don't even have to get into the water unless I am hot. Just being there. Laughing and enjoying the breeze and watching the people. Contentment.
I hope to make an adventure to a park or some water this week. The hopes of finding smooth ripples in the water and finding pieces of nature to have fun with. Also to even go on a hike. I am not sure if I am capable of that yet but I would love to try.
I am just extending myself to places by myself. Not because I am lonely. Its because I have found joy and contentment in being by myself. I don't need anyone. This is such a wonderful revelation. I had to get away from people to realize I am the most happy by myself. Sure I like people and attention but I would rather be in nature observing the wildlife than to be boring some person with conversation.
I like to go places. Especially free places.
Sounds silly. Many places to go and things to see but give me nature please.
Hmm. What else can be added to a week? A few surprises. Even though surprises are good in a lot of ways I don't know if they are good at this point. But I won't eliminate them. Hmm. Even to new friendships. Anything is possible when you believe and have hope.
Sure that is the gist of my expectations for the week. Not much. Main care is that today I make it to the pool before work. Which happens to be later - 4pm. So 2 to 3 is going to be a good hour for me. Then the haul to get ready. I smile more.
Tomorrow if a beautiful day, pool too. Every day I can, I will because it is so peaceful EVEN with the loud children. It truly is bliss because I am at peace with myself.
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