Laying with tears
I lay here wide awake. Disgusted by the way people can treat a person. Even more so pouring on the cruelty.
And you want to know why I joined in helping? Because I could see something genuine.
Yet now I just see the facade people place before themselves to stake that they aren't riding on their egos, yet they are.
So here my eyes slip tears for all those people who pretended towards me. Was anything real?
And try to comprehend how people can stoop so low. Unforgettable in the stretching of truths.
So many twists and turns. PP needs serious damage to catapult people. That safe haven I once had was just lies.
Even more so when people ask me will I ever go back, at first I was optimistic but now I see why so many people leave.
The truth is being real with God.
Yet there are so many empty shells of zombies leaning into what man says. How do you know?
Just learn yourself.
I won't disuade anyone to research but there is no way that I am returning. Recall me as though I died.
Jehovah will find me if he wants me in his folds. Until then I am furthering my relationship with him only. No need to have men rattle things in my head.
I have learned my fair share of heartaches within too many churches and "organizations" to last me my lifetime.
So remember me in passing. Frankly I won't recall you. None stood up for me in ANY instance. So why should I pray for any one of you?
No reasons. So I let my tears fall. That is what I asked of God. Help me rid of the disgusting pain from lying men and women. Turning my back and walking away with a real sense of truth.
And you want to know why I joined in helping? Because I could see something genuine.
Yet now I just see the facade people place before themselves to stake that they aren't riding on their egos, yet they are.
So here my eyes slip tears for all those people who pretended towards me. Was anything real?
And try to comprehend how people can stoop so low. Unforgettable in the stretching of truths.
So many twists and turns. PP needs serious damage to catapult people. That safe haven I once had was just lies.
Even more so when people ask me will I ever go back, at first I was optimistic but now I see why so many people leave.
The truth is being real with God.
Yet there are so many empty shells of zombies leaning into what man says. How do you know?
Just learn yourself.
I won't disuade anyone to research but there is no way that I am returning. Recall me as though I died.
Jehovah will find me if he wants me in his folds. Until then I am furthering my relationship with him only. No need to have men rattle things in my head.
I have learned my fair share of heartaches within too many churches and "organizations" to last me my lifetime.
So remember me in passing. Frankly I won't recall you. None stood up for me in ANY instance. So why should I pray for any one of you?
No reasons. So I let my tears fall. That is what I asked of God. Help me rid of the disgusting pain from lying men and women. Turning my back and walking away with a real sense of truth.
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