Darkness does open up
Every little opening I get I am grabbing it. The times don't call for anything but listening and being happy. The world at this moment is getting darker and darker. Yet all I can see is the tiny glimmer of light flashing behind all that darkness.
I can't expect anyone to understand my ways nor try to comprehend the heartstrings I have. All I can hope for is that the judgments stay behind your closed lips. My mind isn't going to rape you of your words but I am going to ask that you think before you speak to me.
I wouldn't want my highs for the day to be discarded like they were once. I want to be a highlight of your day. I won't ask for anything less. Yet I don't even ask you, either. I just write. You do what you want.
Your gray areas are just that.
Sound in you mind, you are confirmed in what you want. Reach for it. Attain it. Be bold and fierce. Be that strength you were when childhood dared you to be wild. I want to see that coming from your actions.
Yet I don't even get to watch. I can only hope.
Even still I break my mold every second of the day. I seek and find so many new parts of me. I can't help but smile now. Even in those deep dark moments. See even in those closed off times I am still searching for that light. I may not see it right away but I feel the warmth. I am positive I will come upon it and rejoice in the shine.
As for my wants, well I just want to be capable of tapping the listening vibe. Yet I don't even try.
Because wants and needs are different now.
Need is just watching the simple smile. Need is just holding onto my smirk. Need is dancing. Need is laughter inside my lungs and throaty exterior explosions too.
As for you. Need what you need and gain what you want. I know it is possible.
I can't expect anyone to understand my ways nor try to comprehend the heartstrings I have. All I can hope for is that the judgments stay behind your closed lips. My mind isn't going to rape you of your words but I am going to ask that you think before you speak to me.
I wouldn't want my highs for the day to be discarded like they were once. I want to be a highlight of your day. I won't ask for anything less. Yet I don't even ask you, either. I just write. You do what you want.
Your gray areas are just that.
Sound in you mind, you are confirmed in what you want. Reach for it. Attain it. Be bold and fierce. Be that strength you were when childhood dared you to be wild. I want to see that coming from your actions.
Yet I don't even get to watch. I can only hope.
Even still I break my mold every second of the day. I seek and find so many new parts of me. I can't help but smile now. Even in those deep dark moments. See even in those closed off times I am still searching for that light. I may not see it right away but I feel the warmth. I am positive I will come upon it and rejoice in the shine.
As for my wants, well I just want to be capable of tapping the listening vibe. Yet I don't even try.
Because wants and needs are different now.
Need is just watching the simple smile. Need is just holding onto my smirk. Need is dancing. Need is laughter inside my lungs and throaty exterior explosions too.
As for you. Need what you need and gain what you want. I know it is possible.
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