Not met today
So thankful today is a day of rest. Normally there would be a meeting but other groups need their COs. So the change would have been for Thursday but I am still not going to be there.
No matter what today brings I am happy for the rain that is possibly coming. I am happy for the laughter I am finding and I am grateful for the glimpses of hope that I hold deep within me.
Still it upsets me that people would be so rude. Even more to see them react in such a way to be cruel and malicious. But what would I expect of people who forget that I repented and asked to walk away. What would I expect of those who want to take revenge. It is their emotions striving to balance.
Yet even more so is that they are forgetting that revenge isn't theirs. It is sad that in emotional times people forget the simple principles of what Jehovah wants. Remarkable is how I did what I was supposed to do in my setting. Treated them no different.
Sure they can sue me for doing wrong their eyes but business standpoint I was correct. Greet EVERYONE.
I can't think too hard on that today. I must think about relaxing and beginning my life as the real Mary. The one who can't be ruined for being me. Sure I'd like to think that I did some positive in someone's life but at this moment I won't ever know, nor am I going to ask.
So an overcast day. Still a day that is capable of being sunny. Even peaks of dryness. So I am taking full advantage of that.
Even more so knowing I won't be going back not today nor a Thursday.
I hope every day brings brighter thoughts. For me I just hope for a real smile.
No matter what today brings I am happy for the rain that is possibly coming. I am happy for the laughter I am finding and I am grateful for the glimpses of hope that I hold deep within me.
Still it upsets me that people would be so rude. Even more to see them react in such a way to be cruel and malicious. But what would I expect of people who forget that I repented and asked to walk away. What would I expect of those who want to take revenge. It is their emotions striving to balance.
Yet even more so is that they are forgetting that revenge isn't theirs. It is sad that in emotional times people forget the simple principles of what Jehovah wants. Remarkable is how I did what I was supposed to do in my setting. Treated them no different.
Sure they can sue me for doing wrong their eyes but business standpoint I was correct. Greet EVERYONE.
I can't think too hard on that today. I must think about relaxing and beginning my life as the real Mary. The one who can't be ruined for being me. Sure I'd like to think that I did some positive in someone's life but at this moment I won't ever know, nor am I going to ask.
So an overcast day. Still a day that is capable of being sunny. Even peaks of dryness. So I am taking full advantage of that.
Even more so knowing I won't be going back not today nor a Thursday.
I hope every day brings brighter thoughts. For me I just hope for a real smile.
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