God knows me.

Fixed and running. People can be so cruel and tell you that you shouldn't blame this and that. Did you not once think that I know that. If you think I would blame God, wow. So low and you don't know me.

But you get burned and buried, still ask me why I am crusted and spitting dirt? Wow. Condensing and cruel. No.

I have spoken to God in my prayers and daily I do that. But to tell me that I am blaming God, just floored at the played guilt you try to suppress upon people. God loves. When people learn how to do that I will start to believe.

As for now I am in my own process. When Jehovah, God is ready for me I am with him. But I will not be forced to do things. I will not sit by and  ALLOW people to lie to me. That is the thing I hate the most is a liar. I can stand a cheat and I can stand the various imperfections but to lie to my face, well thanks but no thanks.

Then to say above all that it is my fault for all of this. No. I played my part but I am not the entire fault. Still I understand the reasoning for the distorted means to lay at my feet the entirety but don't think that I am going to just lay down and let you roll over me.

Sorry you lost that chance when the voting was there. Then to hope that I remained being spit upon. NO. Sorry that was also taken away when you thought more of others than me. So I apologize for being straightforward and just saying not going. Yet I don't apologize for putting my foot down.

And to play me by saying I am blaming God. Now that is a trick so many play. You say you are a group that stands out for God but you just acted like Christendom.

Finally yes. I am walking away. You may think that is the wrong way to go but I have prayed since day one with Jehovah. Asking him for the strength. And believe me he gives it to me. You may think not but GOD hears everybody's prayers.

How else can help those who are lost.

As for trying to hurt me. That was Satan. So be wary he can even use "good" people for bad things. SO back away from me.

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