You saw me once, but now I am ordinary.
I learned so much today. I learned that the expectations of people was that the cruelty doesn't just extend to one day, it extends to many days. Then slapped against you like the pouring of boiling water down your front.
Indeed the malicious way people went about today, even worse was to LIE to my face when I asked a question. Truly remarkable. And you just got a lesson on honor, respect and deserving, worthy of such obedience.
Ha.
You lied to my face. How can you expect me to trust, to give you respect and admiration after you did such a scheming way of words.
WHY bother torturing someone. That is NOT Jehovah's way. Here I know that the bible speaks the truth, and by far I will never set foot in another church. But by the means of cruelty exhibited today Jehovah will have to find this child of his again and really pull me again to find me standing at the gates of a kingdom hall.
No person should have been commended and the lied to. Then told to leave because it was "my choice" and yet you voted me out. WOW. Thank you for being honest liars. Honest with no remorse.
Now you will understand why I will never be able to trust a man. Much less give them the respect and honor they deserve. You killed me. Lied. Voted. Disintegrated my whole means for motivation of going to a kingdom hall.
And then you stand there to tell me that whatever is decided today is MY CHOICE? Seriously you never gave me a choice. You didn't even listen to me. You already had given your judgment. But it isn't my revenge that will be placed in your lap. Jehovah will see fit that to remind you of just how IMPERFECT you are as MEN.
Then you proceeded to pretend to be genuine about my feelings and about how I was doing. NO. You just lost me altogether by not even paying attention. Wow. Typical you only listen to those inside the hall. You only listen to the ones who grew up in the hall. Even worse is that you didn't even bother to listen to a worldly sister. You have no idea what you have destroyed.
And do you have any care at all, no. The warmth inside your bed is cozy. The truth of your life is a façade but that is okay.
I have my support. I don't need an organization to tell me that my relationship is broken from God. I only need to have that relationship with him and my understanding of him. For all else there is no need for a building.
And if by some small miracle Jehovah needs me back, he will find me. He will search just as I had, once. Come and get me.
But for you men, you women you have no clue what you have done to me. Jehovah knows the extent. And I am enduring but I wait for the answers of his spilling of your disgusting lies and your egotistical ways.
It will happen. I have already seen brothers and sisters not obeying but it matters not. I am just an ordinary person.
Indeed the malicious way people went about today, even worse was to LIE to my face when I asked a question. Truly remarkable. And you just got a lesson on honor, respect and deserving, worthy of such obedience.
Ha.
You lied to my face. How can you expect me to trust, to give you respect and admiration after you did such a scheming way of words.
WHY bother torturing someone. That is NOT Jehovah's way. Here I know that the bible speaks the truth, and by far I will never set foot in another church. But by the means of cruelty exhibited today Jehovah will have to find this child of his again and really pull me again to find me standing at the gates of a kingdom hall.
No person should have been commended and the lied to. Then told to leave because it was "my choice" and yet you voted me out. WOW. Thank you for being honest liars. Honest with no remorse.
Now you will understand why I will never be able to trust a man. Much less give them the respect and honor they deserve. You killed me. Lied. Voted. Disintegrated my whole means for motivation of going to a kingdom hall.
And then you stand there to tell me that whatever is decided today is MY CHOICE? Seriously you never gave me a choice. You didn't even listen to me. You already had given your judgment. But it isn't my revenge that will be placed in your lap. Jehovah will see fit that to remind you of just how IMPERFECT you are as MEN.
Then you proceeded to pretend to be genuine about my feelings and about how I was doing. NO. You just lost me altogether by not even paying attention. Wow. Typical you only listen to those inside the hall. You only listen to the ones who grew up in the hall. Even worse is that you didn't even bother to listen to a worldly sister. You have no idea what you have destroyed.
And do you have any care at all, no. The warmth inside your bed is cozy. The truth of your life is a façade but that is okay.
I have my support. I don't need an organization to tell me that my relationship is broken from God. I only need to have that relationship with him and my understanding of him. For all else there is no need for a building.
And if by some small miracle Jehovah needs me back, he will find me. He will search just as I had, once. Come and get me.
But for you men, you women you have no clue what you have done to me. Jehovah knows the extent. And I am enduring but I wait for the answers of his spilling of your disgusting lies and your egotistical ways.
It will happen. I have already seen brothers and sisters not obeying but it matters not. I am just an ordinary person.
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