Words
Relaxing and reading an old book of poems. Its surprising at how good some of my work is. What the instance was that made it so profound. For certain there were no real set collection of words intended to be place in one location. Compiled it made this amazing yet interesting poem.
Indeed how I am so surprised that I could even make sense in a poem let alone the meaning be completely understood. So much of what I write are just words. None really make sense until I go looking for a better word to describe what is the emotion or texture of the expression I am trying to get across.
Then and only then is when I actually have to stop to look up the word and find the right depth of meaning to place here. Its so funny and frustrating when I do that. Only for the fact that I have to halt those other words long enough to appease my mindset of one word. Seems almost compulsive but that is part of me.
Always have been like that. Just have kept it under wraps for a while. Even more so is the undying procrastinator. Unyielding too. Laugh with me for a moment or two. Can you see me as these characteristics? If you have then I say congrats to you because you made it to a depth not many do see.
Even more so the actions of art. I still am having problems with my jewelry part but at least I am painting more and more. Writing when I feel the need. Though with painting I am getting less and less with colors. Laughing again I realize I need more paints, thus the procrastinator says just go photograph something instead. Haha.
Still then I come back to the paintings and bam few collections of paint available. Though I am grateful that I love the work of primary colors. Red being the predominate color in most of my paintings. The significance is deep. To explain would take too long. Just know that it is my confident color. The color I seek to be radiant and stunning, courageous and strong. That is why I love to even wear it to work every day.
Best thing about the day is to wear red. Even if it is for an hour or two. So grateful that my new bathing suit is red. My love of that color just radiates my beauty. Or so I think so. And at that, that is all that matters. I smile.
Hmm. So that is part of me. This unrolling reel of film onward towards another gathering of words. So smile. Now you have learned another piece of me. Enjoy.
Indeed how I am so surprised that I could even make sense in a poem let alone the meaning be completely understood. So much of what I write are just words. None really make sense until I go looking for a better word to describe what is the emotion or texture of the expression I am trying to get across.
Then and only then is when I actually have to stop to look up the word and find the right depth of meaning to place here. Its so funny and frustrating when I do that. Only for the fact that I have to halt those other words long enough to appease my mindset of one word. Seems almost compulsive but that is part of me.
Always have been like that. Just have kept it under wraps for a while. Even more so is the undying procrastinator. Unyielding too. Laugh with me for a moment or two. Can you see me as these characteristics? If you have then I say congrats to you because you made it to a depth not many do see.
Even more so the actions of art. I still am having problems with my jewelry part but at least I am painting more and more. Writing when I feel the need. Though with painting I am getting less and less with colors. Laughing again I realize I need more paints, thus the procrastinator says just go photograph something instead. Haha.
Still then I come back to the paintings and bam few collections of paint available. Though I am grateful that I love the work of primary colors. Red being the predominate color in most of my paintings. The significance is deep. To explain would take too long. Just know that it is my confident color. The color I seek to be radiant and stunning, courageous and strong. That is why I love to even wear it to work every day.
Best thing about the day is to wear red. Even if it is for an hour or two. So grateful that my new bathing suit is red. My love of that color just radiates my beauty. Or so I think so. And at that, that is all that matters. I smile.
Hmm. So that is part of me. This unrolling reel of film onward towards another gathering of words. So smile. Now you have learned another piece of me. Enjoy.
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