Music in my life
I listened to so many old collections of music last night. So many pieces that brought up the past pretty good. Awkward teenage years.
Seems that even some parts of my adult years kind of do thus funky recycling. A repeat in a way. Yet each time, I do learn a lot.
And even still the lessons learned are awesome in revealing a new transformation of me. I grow and experience so much. Sone would probably wonder why haven't I learned yet but noone really sees the story does change. The processes are different. The people are by far the most interesting and intriguing.
So all in all it is always this grand adventure and I look forward to every step. Good and bad. Darkness and light. Why? Because it forms us and helps us to see what we need to change.
As for me. I am free. So joyful that I even bounce at work. This is gratitude towards everything.
Would sound odd from an outsider never experiencing my footsteps but I don't care if they don't know or understand. This is me now.
Honestly I like me now. Even down to my weird celery and nuts cravings. I may not make sense to people but that is there problem not mine. I cannot be worried not fooled by those who can't understand me. Not a thought that weighs on me now.
As for friends -- the very rare 1 or 2 I have well I strive to be more complete but I am not guaranteeing anything. Either you like me --all of me or ya walk away completely. And I am not offended. No need to be.
So hugs to those who understand me and for all else - a huge shrug of whatever is sent your way.
So back to listening to the music of my youth. Take care or make suggestions. I love to hear. But above all enjoy.
Seems that even some parts of my adult years kind of do thus funky recycling. A repeat in a way. Yet each time, I do learn a lot.
And even still the lessons learned are awesome in revealing a new transformation of me. I grow and experience so much. Sone would probably wonder why haven't I learned yet but noone really sees the story does change. The processes are different. The people are by far the most interesting and intriguing.
So all in all it is always this grand adventure and I look forward to every step. Good and bad. Darkness and light. Why? Because it forms us and helps us to see what we need to change.
As for me. I am free. So joyful that I even bounce at work. This is gratitude towards everything.
Would sound odd from an outsider never experiencing my footsteps but I don't care if they don't know or understand. This is me now.
Honestly I like me now. Even down to my weird celery and nuts cravings. I may not make sense to people but that is there problem not mine. I cannot be worried not fooled by those who can't understand me. Not a thought that weighs on me now.
As for friends -- the very rare 1 or 2 I have well I strive to be more complete but I am not guaranteeing anything. Either you like me --all of me or ya walk away completely. And I am not offended. No need to be.
So hugs to those who understand me and for all else - a huge shrug of whatever is sent your way.
So back to listening to the music of my youth. Take care or make suggestions. I love to hear. But above all enjoy.
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