Done for moments
Adventures done before the heat settles in. Soon the relaxation mode kicks in and the eyes wander to ideas for tomorrow. Not rushing today though.
Just limited on the spending and driving. So the day adventures have to stretch further into a weekend. Then the new week hours move on in. Only time to me is early morning and after 8pm. Yet it is good. The push to forget everything is right up there. Soon it will all just be a distant memory. Loving the peace I finally will hold deep inside me.
Even more so in the next few months. Then I pretty much disappear. Only the few will know where I am. That is good.
So onward to the day. I enjoyed my time in nature. Surely it wasn't long enough. Just a few random photos and some thoughts that exploded. It has been a good day. The pieces of the climax are coming together. The heightened part of the day soon to open.
Then tons of laughter will find me.
There were two places I wanted to go this weekend but one is too far, out of the question. I wouldn't be able to drive it myself. Nor enjoy it thoroughly without funds. So maybe the next month will bring goodness.
I have to hope for a bit. Indeed the smile sits there. I have found fairly free events to run into on the weekend but still strapped and placing my 4 dollars that has lasted nearly 2 months in a safe spot. LOL.
Plenty of food available and I have a roof over my head. So all the needs are clarified. As for anything else. Yeah I'd like to think I need friends but I am not sure if it is a need or a want. So I just settle for what is available.
Not settling every where in my life though. So the expansion of wanting to get out, be adventurous and wild is still there. Yet I am content. Very hopeful that friendships are necessary. Even those I don't know if I have many.
So just enjoying the moment. Seeking only what can be given without weights pressing hard. And living each part of the day as a new one. Single moments treasured.
Indeed anything is possible within seconds of the hour. Indeed.
Just limited on the spending and driving. So the day adventures have to stretch further into a weekend. Then the new week hours move on in. Only time to me is early morning and after 8pm. Yet it is good. The push to forget everything is right up there. Soon it will all just be a distant memory. Loving the peace I finally will hold deep inside me.
Even more so in the next few months. Then I pretty much disappear. Only the few will know where I am. That is good.
So onward to the day. I enjoyed my time in nature. Surely it wasn't long enough. Just a few random photos and some thoughts that exploded. It has been a good day. The pieces of the climax are coming together. The heightened part of the day soon to open.
Then tons of laughter will find me.
There were two places I wanted to go this weekend but one is too far, out of the question. I wouldn't be able to drive it myself. Nor enjoy it thoroughly without funds. So maybe the next month will bring goodness.
I have to hope for a bit. Indeed the smile sits there. I have found fairly free events to run into on the weekend but still strapped and placing my 4 dollars that has lasted nearly 2 months in a safe spot. LOL.
Plenty of food available and I have a roof over my head. So all the needs are clarified. As for anything else. Yeah I'd like to think I need friends but I am not sure if it is a need or a want. So I just settle for what is available.
Not settling every where in my life though. So the expansion of wanting to get out, be adventurous and wild is still there. Yet I am content. Very hopeful that friendships are necessary. Even those I don't know if I have many.
So just enjoying the moment. Seeking only what can be given without weights pressing hard. And living each part of the day as a new one. Single moments treasured.
Indeed anything is possible within seconds of the hour. Indeed.
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