Forget and live

Having the night off is bliss. To finally watch a movie without rushing to be somewhere. I also like the fact that I no longer have to uphold this refined sense of snobbery. Expecting it from everyone I approach.

So few people approached me.

Yeah but not going to dwell on the past. I lost so much from this experience that I want only to hold onto the joy that was expressed and given.

So now time to let the hair down and find more laughter through simple parts of life. Because my life is mine now.

I don't need to be disturbed by people telling to come back when already it was made clear I am not wanted. So I just am moving forward. I am letting go.

Onward. I can't afford to cry about this. I need to just stop.

I am so badly shaking. This is. Lets go on.

Time to relax and enjoy cooking.

Forget and live.