An inviting shine
I have come to realize you can only shine if you come outside that comfort box. How many times I have sld back in so I don't get hurt.
What a fool. Getting hurt is what helps us learn about ourselves. How we can finally have this spurt of growth in our lives. Invaluable lessons that just make all the nonsense real.
In truth I was hurt by the words said and it dug into me because I know I deserved that collection. Even more so was that I wanted to emplain myself. Then that made me think you would listen.
So I backed away. Crying and licking my wounds. But in truth I needed it to realize my past is just that.
Things I have to walk away from. And friendships have to be made again in differences. Time is all o can say.
Then the sighs I give through the breezes and the sUn blastings. I am okay now. I sometimes dislike being such an emotional person. But it is the best of me. It's the part that shows I care.
So I have to keep moving forward with these emotions just showing them less and less. Until that shine, glow inside of me is radiant.
Today?
I don't know if it is there but I am not giving up. I am letting myself find the means of me. You can be a part of if or not. At this moment I really am not in the mood to care what is said or done to me.
No not drunk just relaxed finally. The best thing actually.
A few people here. And it's quit except for the slam of doors and the lapping water hitting the concrete. Indeed peaceful.
So I invite you. Not to worry my eyes don't look for candy today but would be amazed if seen
La.
What a fool. Getting hurt is what helps us learn about ourselves. How we can finally have this spurt of growth in our lives. Invaluable lessons that just make all the nonsense real.
In truth I was hurt by the words said and it dug into me because I know I deserved that collection. Even more so was that I wanted to emplain myself. Then that made me think you would listen.
So I backed away. Crying and licking my wounds. But in truth I needed it to realize my past is just that.
Things I have to walk away from. And friendships have to be made again in differences. Time is all o can say.
Then the sighs I give through the breezes and the sUn blastings. I am okay now. I sometimes dislike being such an emotional person. But it is the best of me. It's the part that shows I care.
So I have to keep moving forward with these emotions just showing them less and less. Until that shine, glow inside of me is radiant.
Today?
I don't know if it is there but I am not giving up. I am letting myself find the means of me. You can be a part of if or not. At this moment I really am not in the mood to care what is said or done to me.
No not drunk just relaxed finally. The best thing actually.
A few people here. And it's quit except for the slam of doors and the lapping water hitting the concrete. Indeed peaceful.
So I invite you. Not to worry my eyes don't look for candy today but would be amazed if seen
La.
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