Genuine
To finally relax for the evening. Some joyful songs stuck in my head. Ringing true to the heart and easing the mind of carelessness. A strong sense of silliness overcomes me.
Almost too giddy and loving. Child like ideas and fierce boldness strikes within me. I like to say that strength by far is NOT my own.
I am grateful. Even more so of the freckles that dash across my face, arms and legs. Sure a fresh spot of red here and there too but absolute bliss.
Then a simple meal that was satisfying in all the depths. Hmm. The night fell fast before me. I was calm and light. Indeed you can say overcome by peace.
No nerves rattled and not a single bad thought crossed my mind. Well. Others yes. Another story.
Down to right now preparing for the nola night. Single thought does cross my mind but hindsight presses forward. I was fierce in my determination and I won my battle.
I stood up for me. That was the importance of the day. I give credit all to God for the boldness to stand up for what is right. All others can hate and disapprove of my findings but I had good backings. I am fine.
So everyday now I walk a little more taller that is because Jehovah, God gave me a reason to be grateful and faith to lean on him.
So sure if you think I am countering on the words, no. I am just tired of the judging, manipulating men who think they are above God.
No. I am not afraid of men now.
So today's grandness came from one listening and seeking. It came from kindness and even a nod. Unlike the fake hugs and concerns. Genuine people can be found outside.
I know, I found one today.
Almost too giddy and loving. Child like ideas and fierce boldness strikes within me. I like to say that strength by far is NOT my own.
I am grateful. Even more so of the freckles that dash across my face, arms and legs. Sure a fresh spot of red here and there too but absolute bliss.
Then a simple meal that was satisfying in all the depths. Hmm. The night fell fast before me. I was calm and light. Indeed you can say overcome by peace.
No nerves rattled and not a single bad thought crossed my mind. Well. Others yes. Another story.
Down to right now preparing for the nola night. Single thought does cross my mind but hindsight presses forward. I was fierce in my determination and I won my battle.
I stood up for me. That was the importance of the day. I give credit all to God for the boldness to stand up for what is right. All others can hate and disapprove of my findings but I had good backings. I am fine.
So everyday now I walk a little more taller that is because Jehovah, God gave me a reason to be grateful and faith to lean on him.
So sure if you think I am countering on the words, no. I am just tired of the judging, manipulating men who think they are above God.
No. I am not afraid of men now.
So today's grandness came from one listening and seeking. It came from kindness and even a nod. Unlike the fake hugs and concerns. Genuine people can be found outside.
I know, I found one today.
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