Settled before me
I love how I prayed and even searched for something only to stop over thinking about it and find it settled right before me. The simple ways of life.
Still trying to find ways to downsize significantly before a great move. This process is hard when your mind keeps giving you more and more chores.
Such a tedious thing to do to yourself. So much that just leaning into what is your own understanding ends up breaking you in two parts completely. Just Thursday I was reminded that you cannot serve two masters and only Jehovah knows how to use his words to separate soul, spirit and joints from marrow.
With this kind reminder I had to adjust some thoughts I held. This being a loving reminder that worldly must remain outside. As well as finding ways to give my best of all to Jehovah.
Certainly reminders we all need to push inside. Gathering how to improve ourselves.
And even as I know tomorrow will be a beginning of several things I must first close my eyes to have a new day. Yet right at this moment my mind is restless and my eyes are wide awake.
With this knowledge I realize a long day is coming up. One with great trials. Though it's sounds rough, I understand that Jehovah gives me only what I can bear.
A loud night for my beating heart. A slow rhythm in my spirit and a storm inside my mind. With all that I understand I gather the research and hope that the strength I have prevails.
The night rumbles low and my spirit tries to keep calm and quiet. Though I know my soul will be throbbing I still will prepare for mustering what positive interactions I can gain.
At this moment I am just hoping the prayer is upholding and sleep does finally cover me warmly. Then my dreams seek no one nor explode any one memory. Just finding depth and some sort of surreal heights of peace.
A motion I want to be granted. Although I can hold myself on a few hours. Still it isn't what needs to be found. The faith in knowing the unseen is far better.
A bit of kindness that falls here. Just one drop.
One type of sighs. Catered towards a glow of energy. Only that of which engulfs me and sends my spiraling into a light of love. A constant dream. A constant release.
Softly I smile. Finding this one moment, smiling. I cling to that image given and am grateful to the opportunity of once being of interest.
And now, just an observer searching and finding the best morsels of life through Jehovah's words and lessons. A constant shower of protection.
True kindness overlooks all else. Even forgives when nothing will be received. The difference of seeing light verses the darkness.
This is what was before me. I drowned in all that was off, bleak. Now I do extra research to find what is given so simply. Now just the smiles to follow and the pleasing ways tyo be approved. Slowly and hopefully.
Indeed a grand find that was settled before me. Growing. Me.
Still trying to find ways to downsize significantly before a great move. This process is hard when your mind keeps giving you more and more chores.
Such a tedious thing to do to yourself. So much that just leaning into what is your own understanding ends up breaking you in two parts completely. Just Thursday I was reminded that you cannot serve two masters and only Jehovah knows how to use his words to separate soul, spirit and joints from marrow.
With this kind reminder I had to adjust some thoughts I held. This being a loving reminder that worldly must remain outside. As well as finding ways to give my best of all to Jehovah.
Certainly reminders we all need to push inside. Gathering how to improve ourselves.
And even as I know tomorrow will be a beginning of several things I must first close my eyes to have a new day. Yet right at this moment my mind is restless and my eyes are wide awake.
With this knowledge I realize a long day is coming up. One with great trials. Though it's sounds rough, I understand that Jehovah gives me only what I can bear.
A loud night for my beating heart. A slow rhythm in my spirit and a storm inside my mind. With all that I understand I gather the research and hope that the strength I have prevails.
The night rumbles low and my spirit tries to keep calm and quiet. Though I know my soul will be throbbing I still will prepare for mustering what positive interactions I can gain.
At this moment I am just hoping the prayer is upholding and sleep does finally cover me warmly. Then my dreams seek no one nor explode any one memory. Just finding depth and some sort of surreal heights of peace.
A motion I want to be granted. Although I can hold myself on a few hours. Still it isn't what needs to be found. The faith in knowing the unseen is far better.
A bit of kindness that falls here. Just one drop.
One type of sighs. Catered towards a glow of energy. Only that of which engulfs me and sends my spiraling into a light of love. A constant dream. A constant release.
Softly I smile. Finding this one moment, smiling. I cling to that image given and am grateful to the opportunity of once being of interest.
And now, just an observer searching and finding the best morsels of life through Jehovah's words and lessons. A constant shower of protection.
True kindness overlooks all else. Even forgives when nothing will be received. The difference of seeing light verses the darkness.
This is what was before me. I drowned in all that was off, bleak. Now I do extra research to find what is given so simply. Now just the smiles to follow and the pleasing ways tyo be approved. Slowly and hopefully.
Indeed a grand find that was settled before me. Growing. Me.
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