Perspective
Last night I gained another perspective. Lots of food for thought. All the way down to life changing questions.
So much of me was exhausted from what was experienced in the afternoon. Yet had I denied myself the truth in needing my spiritual food I would never have received the encouragement and strength I needed to push passed this craziness. I would have let Satan win again. Drowning myself in sorrow.
Truly I am thankful of just being there. Granted the areas I need to work on is being aware entirely.
Last night it was just me being there physically. My mind was still swimming with what news the doctors gave me.
So even in my worst moments I was where I needed to be. The songs were very helpful. Kept reminding me things will be okay. Yes I may struggle but soon enough I will press through.
And now I am just extremely grateful for the loving environment.
Today waking, slowly, to the light flickering through the tight blinds just shows me I gained another day to learn and respond to the lessons. I can't ask for much but to be back inside Jehovah's protection.
One day. Not today. Too much to search for and gather what they mean inside my spirit and heart.
But today I will find ways to be grateful. That is all I can look forward too. Who knows what is in store.
And right now all I am doing is enjoying the light and snuggling under a warm coverlet and blanket. Just watching the morning unfold and giving thanks. Good morning.
So much of me was exhausted from what was experienced in the afternoon. Yet had I denied myself the truth in needing my spiritual food I would never have received the encouragement and strength I needed to push passed this craziness. I would have let Satan win again. Drowning myself in sorrow.
Truly I am thankful of just being there. Granted the areas I need to work on is being aware entirely.
Last night it was just me being there physically. My mind was still swimming with what news the doctors gave me.
So even in my worst moments I was where I needed to be. The songs were very helpful. Kept reminding me things will be okay. Yes I may struggle but soon enough I will press through.
And now I am just extremely grateful for the loving environment.
Today waking, slowly, to the light flickering through the tight blinds just shows me I gained another day to learn and respond to the lessons. I can't ask for much but to be back inside Jehovah's protection.
One day. Not today. Too much to search for and gather what they mean inside my spirit and heart.
But today I will find ways to be grateful. That is all I can look forward too. Who knows what is in store.
And right now all I am doing is enjoying the light and snuggling under a warm coverlet and blanket. Just watching the morning unfold and giving thanks. Good morning.
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